So damn lonely.Im so consentrated on my death. Really just waiting for it /hoping for it 2 come quick. A wise man once said death has to be easy cuase life is too hard. I agree! No matter what i say or dont say im always in the worng. No matter what i do or dont do im in a worng. So what do i say? So what do i do?No one understands what im going though and i dont even understand how i deal with it. I HATE my life and would give anything to end it, or at least strat over. I would know who to trust and be more aware of the people i tend to love. My life hasnt always been hugs kisses and loving words. In my almost 18 years i have seen and expreienced more then some have in a life time. Date: 05/14/91 Kady Kern Bennet is Born. 05/31/91 Kern Kady Estanio is named. 02/20/96 Hilary Estanio is Born. 04/-/96 My innocense is taken. 06/23/03 My chastity is taken and i lose a aunt. 08/12/06 Uncle brutaly attacked & on His death bed. 02/12/2007 Twin Soul incarcerated. 01/13/09 Uncle deported. 02/03/09 Moms throws popz out. 02/07/09 me & mom fight. 02/07/09 mom attemps suicide. 02/07/09 mom attemps to move out. 02/09/09 mom tells me shes not my mom so dont call her dat.
02/09/09 awaiting death!!!!
02/09/09- i have no family left...unsure of my friends...lonley....damaged...sad...confused......
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