Saturday, February 21, 2009

DiNNer!!!


HAPPY 13TH B-DAY 2 MA LIL BRO
So Feb 20. Was The Little Bros BDAY....He thinks he is a man since he'z 13 now...So instead of Chillen WiFF Da Fam for Like NorM He Went Out WiFF His friendsz...So 2nite we took him out!





So we got there and ordered took us no time...just how i like it...i hate waiting for a table and waitin for the dam food 2 come....like wtf i dont want a saldad espically one dat has red onionz....
(HELLO ARE U TRYINA TO KILL ME IN ALLERGIC)....





Check out da food...
















Yes So TiMe 2 Sing HAPPY BDAY its hard to belive dat this lil brat has grown up


SO HAPPY BIRTH DAY 2 YOU HAPPY BIRTH DAY 2 YOU!!! YUMMZ CAKE!!








So You know i felt i looked alrite so i had Vee take a few picz of me ( I KNO IM CUTE LOL)










A FEW FAM SHOTZ.....UGH I KNO WE ALL LOOK ALIKE!!!








Monday, February 9, 2009

My shadow is da only 1 dat wlkz beside me

So damn lonely.Im so consentrated on my death. Really just waiting for it /hoping for it 2 come quick. A wise man once said death has to be easy cuase life is too hard. I agree! No matter what i say or dont say im always in the worng. No matter what i do or dont do im in a worng. So what do i say? So what do i do?No one understands what im going though and i dont even understand how i deal with it. I HATE my life and would give anything to end it, or at least strat over. I would know who to trust and be more aware of the people i tend to love. My life hasnt always been hugs kisses and loving words. In my almost 18 years i have seen and expreienced more then some have in a life time. Date: 05/14/91 Kady Kern Bennet is Born. 05/31/91 Kern Kady Estanio is named. 02/20/96 Hilary Estanio is Born. 04/-/96 My innocense is taken. 06/23/03 My chastity is taken and i lose a aunt. 08/12/06 Uncle brutaly attacked & on His death bed. 02/12/2007 Twin Soul incarcerated. 01/13/09 Uncle deported. 02/03/09 Moms throws popz out. 02/07/09 me & mom fight. 02/07/09 mom attemps suicide. 02/07/09 mom attemps to move out. 02/09/09 mom tells me shes not my mom so dont call her dat.
02/09/09 awaiting death!!!!
02/09/09- i have no family left...unsure of my friends...lonley....damaged...sad...confused......

Sunday, February 1, 2009

FuNNy ConVo WiiF Da BaBez GaRy

"GaRy" (6:35:21 PM): kern its alrite
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"GaRy" (6:35:25 PM): i feel ur pain
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:35:43 PM): hi gary baby
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:35:48 PM): and u do
?
"GaRy" (6:39:01 PM):
yesss
"GaRy" (6:39:18 PM):
immagration caught sum of ma loved 1's 2
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:39:50 PM): wut??????????
"GaRy" (6:40:42 PM):
its ok
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:40:54 PM):
lol
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:40:57 PM): wut?????????????????
"GaRy" (6:41:24 PM):
ur boifriend gettn deported
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:41:43 PM):
NO GARY NO HES NOT HE IS VISITN HIZ POPZ N SISTA
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:41:47 PM):
LMAO0O
"GaRy" (6:42:10 PM):
yes sum times i lie 2 maself too
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:42:32 PM): OMG LMAO0O
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:42:35 PM):
GARY
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:42:39 PM):
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:42:46 PM):
HE IZ VISITN
"GaRy" (6:44:32 PM):
be strong babes
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:45:33 PM): LMAO0O
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:45:43 PM): I LOVE U WIFF ALL MY HEART GARY
"GaRy" (6:46:21 PM): i kno long distance relationships R hard
"GaRy" (6:46:31 PM): but if yall love eachother it will work
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:47:23 PM): omg i cant lie 2 u gary
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:47:28 PM): u see rite thru me
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:47:32 PM): ur rite
"GaRy" (6:47:39 PM): yes cuz we R friends
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:47:42 PM): dey deproted him
"GaRy" (6:47:46 PM): dats wat friends R 4
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:48:02 PM): n i dont kno if its gonna last dem spainish grils are freaksz
"GaRy" (6:48:14 PM): yes dey sure is
"GaRy" (6:48:22 PM): wid da big asses
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:48:25 PM): thank u for beingdere
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:48:35 PM): buh answer dis for me WHAT AM I GONNA GDO IM FALLN APART
"GaRy" (6:48:39 PM): N huge breast... but we can get thro dis
"GaRy" (6:48:55 PM): u'll just hafta move on
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:49:13 PM): just like dat....move on???
"GaRy" (6:49:24 PM): buy a 2dollar fone card.. call him and say
"GaRy" (6:49:32 PM): dis love has taken its toll on me
"GaRy" (6:49:41 PM): u sed goodbye 2many times b4
"GaRy" (6:49:49 PM): ma heart cant take anymore of dis
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:49:50 PM): MAROON5 STYLE!!!!!!
"GaRy" (6:49:55 PM): lol
"GaRy" (6:49:58 PM): yess
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:50:01 PM): lmao0o
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:50:20 PM): inmm dead ass laffn out loud
"GaRy" (6:50:36 PM): lafta is good 4 da heart
"GaRy" (6:50:44 PM): and afta dis u need all u can get
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:53:50 PM): lol
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:53:52 PM):
omg
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:53:59 PM):
gary u always know what 2 say
"GaRy" (6:54:04 PM): i try
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:54:36 PM): thank u love
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:54:56 PM): ughhh now i gotta troop 22 da store
"GaRy" (6:55:03 PM): lol
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:55:03 PM): b buy da dreadfull 2dollar card
"GaRy" (6:55:16 PM): yess dats all he get
"GaRy" (6:55:24 PM): not 5dollar R 10
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:55:45 PM): lmao0o
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:56:06 PM): yea i learned my lesson neva buy more den a 2 dollar fone card no boy is worth it
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:56:22 PM): buh 4 a while i did think he was worth a 10 but u have showed me da light
"GaRy" (6:56:40 PM): yes
"GaRy" (6:56:53 PM):
i asked sean paul 2 just give me da light
"GaRy" (6:57:07 PM): and he did
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:58:00 PM): LMAO0O
"GaRy" (6:58:56 PM): but seriously
"GaRy" (6:58:59 PM): be strong
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:59:01 PM): i will
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:59:05 PM): n i read ur away message
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:59:06 PM): lol
"GaRy" (6:59:31 PM): i thought u been peep it from wen i 1st hit u up
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:59:58 PM): nah i hadnt
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (7:00:14 PM): aveena boutght it 2 my attention in da middle of our convo
"GaRy" (7:02:54 PM): ooh
"GaRy" (7:03:08 PM): stool pidgeon
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (7:06:42 PM): lmao0o
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (7:06:46 PM): u sent it 2 veena already
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (7:06:48 PM):
damn gary
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (7:06:49 PM):
lol
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (7:06:59 PM): if dis want so long i wud but in my away
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (7:07:05 PM):
im jsut gonna put it in my blog