Their Happy Family

Their happy family...
Feeling like my family isnt my family. Like im trying too hard 2 be part of something im not a part of. We all share the same last name .: ESTANIO. But i guess it's nothing more then a title. A tax write off. A reason as to why i have 2 clean. SMHx2 Or maybe iim just tripn. But when a family member begins to feel like a stranger in there home or like a burden something anit rite.

STAND STILL

StanD StiLL.WhaT Stands StiLL? iS iT TiMe oR iS iT LiFe? iS iT MotheR NaTuRe. oR FaTHeR TiMe?VoiCesz TrY 2 ComForT Me. DonT GiVe Up HoPe You CaN Do iT! YouR AlMosT TheRe. BuT WhaT iiS HoPe. iS iT NoT HaVin FaitH iiN Da UnSeeN && 3xpecTn Da UnKnoWn. You CaN Do iT. WaT 3xCaTly iS iT? WaT 3xCaTly CaN ii Do? LeTz Be ReaLisTiC!! iM AlMoSt DeRe!! Am ii? WheRe iS HeRe WeN iM StanDn StiLL @ No WheRe? StanD StiLL. WhaT StanDz StiLL? iS iT TiMe oR iS iT LiFe? iS iT The ShorT HanD oR iS iT Da HanD DaT RoXz Da CraDle oF LiFe. FaCez Try 2 ComForT Me. LooK inTo Me Eyes && ReaLiZe DaT Ur R GoinG PlaCesz.BuT HoW Do ii Go WeN iiM @ Da ConeR oF StanD StiLL && NoStranD Ave WiFF No WheRe ElSe 2 Be. 3v3ry SteP FoWarD iS Da SaMe SteP TaKeN YesTerDaY. 3v3ry MoVeMenT MaDe iiS A MoMenT PasT. 3v3ry AccoMpliShMenT iS a PosT TiMe AcHiveMenT. 3v3ry MoV3 oN My CheSSe BoarD iiS ChecK MaT3. YuPP So iiM StanDn StiLL. StiLL NoT SuRe iiF TiMe iS SloWn DoWn oR iiF LiiFe iSnT MoVinG....iiM StanDn StiLL

KarMa Tlk

Yea So0o iiTz Ma Blog && iiF Ya DnT LiiKe WaT KarMa Hasz 2 SaY DeN Do Me a FaVoR HiiT DaT ReD BoX WiiF Da "X" iiN iiT && KeeP iiT PuShiN.

Disz oNe iiS DiRecTeD 2 Ma LaDyzx...
Da HuNNii SeD 2 Me "iiTz a NeW YeaR BuH DeN AgaiiN iiTz JuZ 364 MoRe DaYz oF Da SaMe BuLL ShyT"AniT He SpeaKn DaT WiSdoM. EVERY1 WaNNa Be FucKn GroWn.
StoP Da BuLL SHYT!! LeTz Be ReaL AbouT Disz!!
UR NOT A GROWN WOMEN iiF U CanT MoV3 oN FroM Ur JunioR HigH SchooL, && HigH SchooL CraP!StoP Da FasLe ClamiN && Be ReaL WiiT Urz.
A GroWn WoMeN WuDnT BuSSiiNeSS WiiF LiL GirL ThinGz LiiKe GoSSiip
(**Y3S W3 ALL DO DAT SHYT, BUH W3N ITS DA WAY U MAK3 UR DAY.....letz be dead ass...LAM3!!**)
A GroWn WoMeN KnoWz WeN && HoW 2 ChooSe HeR BaTTlez.
She KnoWz DaT FrienDz aRe DeaR && SuM ThinG U KeeP CloSe 2 Ur HearT
BuH She AlSo KnoWz WeN a FrienD iZ A Fo3 && WeN 2 LeT Go
A GroWn WoMeN VaLuEz Da PeoPle 4 Who DeY R & NoT WuT DeY CaN ProViDe
She aLLoWz HeR PreSenCe 2 Be KnoW WiT OuT HaVinG 2 PreSenT iiT
She GraCez Usz WiiF HeR KnoWlegDe && NoT HeR IgNoRenCe
A GroWn WoMeN KnoWz HoW 2 B CorDiaL && DATZ PERIOD POINT BLANK
Why DoeSe EverY1 ThinK HaVinG A JoB MaKez DeM A GroWn WoMeN
ii MaKe Ma OwN ii GoT Ma OwN ii aM A GroWn WoMeN
.....TRUTH IS HONEY IT MAKEZ U INDEPENDENT NOT GROWN.....
StoP WiFF ALL Da AcTn DeRe ArnT Any MoRe GraMMyz 2 HanD OuT!!

AT DA END OF DIZ KARMA TLK ALL IM SAYN IS DNT ACT GROWN BE GROWN && A GROWN WOMEN DOESNT NEED 2 ANNOUNCE HER GROWNESS

iiLuSioNz

LooKin OuTSiDe My WinDoW AwaiTin His ArriVaL Doe ii Kno He isnt Comin. HappineSs iS a FuNNy WorD BeacauSe iT Doesn't Turely ExsiT iTz a iiLusion. WheRe Do U RuN 2 WeN DeRe iS NoWheRe 2 HiDe? Who Do U LooK 2 WeN DeRe iS No1 2 TrusT? HoW CaN U ProDuce LoVe iF U Cant EmBraCe iT? LooK ArounD U Who iS Left? iTz JusT U Da WaLLs The Rain & Da Pain. WeN RaiN FaLLz iT FaLLz HarD WeN TeaRz FaLL DeY FaLL EvEn HarDer. WeN PaiN iS FelT TiMe StoPz. Da WorlD Ceasez 2 ExsiT. DeRe iS No HeaVeN DeRe iS No HeLL. DeRe iS No LighT OnLy DarKneSs. iT HaS BeeN SeD ThaT The PoinT oF LiFe iS 2 EnD. & iF So Why R We FiTeN To LiVe iF We R JuS LiVinG 2 Die. Ciculation iS The Basis oF LiFe. iT BeGinz DeN. iT EnDz. EacH DaY DaT PaSsez BrinGz Us CloSeR 2 Da DaY We See OuR EnD. Y MusT We FaCe TriaLz & TrubLaTioNz? Y MusT We CaRe? Y ShuD We ShoW aFFecTioN? Y ShuD We Show ComPaSSioN? LiFe Haz OnLy 1 PoinT & DaTz 2 EnD!

WaT iiF ??

iiT iiS SeD DaT Da WorST ParT oF LiiFe iiS HaViiN 2 MaKe HarD DeSiCioNz.

BuT iiN TruTh Da HarDeSt ParT oF LiiFe iiS DeaLn WiiF iiTz WaT iiFz!!

-KarMa