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FAMILY TIME!!

SO EVEN DOE WE HAVE OUR DOWNSZ MORE DOWNZ LOWER DOWNSZ AND DEN LOWS AND LOWER LOWS....WE HAVE OUR GREAT TIMES!! CHECK OUT OUR SMILESZ!

FAMILY IS IMPORTANT! WE ALL HAVE TIMES WHERE WE FEEL UNWANTED, BUT THATS THE FUNNY THING ABOUT FAMILY THE BAD TENDS TO FADE!!

"FAMILY IS A HAVEN IN A HEARTLESS WORLD"

MY MOTHER && II

FAMILY!!!

BERT && HIS WIFE ALISON

MARIUS && JAMILLIA

US!!!

Mi POPPY II && MOMMA

DiNNer!!!

HAPPY 13TH B-DAY 2 MA LIL BRO

So Feb 20. Was The Little Bros BDAY....He thinks he is a man since he'z 13 now...So instead of Chillen WiFF Da Fam for Like NorM He Went Out WiFF His friendsz...So 2nite we took him out!

So we got there and ordered took us no time...just how i like it...i hate waiting for a table and waitin for the dam food 2 come....like wtf i dont want a saldad espically one dat has red onionz....
(HELLO ARE U TRYINA TO KILL ME IN ALLERGIC)....





Check out da food...

Yes So TiMe 2 Sing HAPPY BDAY its hard to belive dat this lil brat has grown up

SO HAPPY BIRTH DAY 2 YOU HAPPY BIRTH DAY 2 YOU!!! YUMMZ CAKE!!

So You know i felt i looked alrite so i had Vee take a few picz of me ( I KNO IM CUTE LOL)

A FEW FAM SHOTZ.....UGH I KNO WE ALL LOOK ALIKE!!!

My shadow is da only 1 dat wlkz beside me

So damn lonely.Im so consentrated on my death. Really just waiting for it /hoping for it 2 come quick. A wise man once said death has to be easy cuase life is too hard. I agree! No matter what i say or dont say im always in the worng. No matter what i do or dont do im in a worng. So what do i say? So what do i do?No one understands what im going though and i dont even understand how i deal with it. I HATE my life and would give anything to end it, or at least strat over. I would know who to trust and be more aware of the people i tend to love. My life hasnt always been hugs kisses and loving words. In my almost 18 years i have seen and expreienced more then some have in a life time. Date: 05/14/91 Kady Kern Bennet is Born. 05/31/91 Kern Kady Estanio is named. 02/20/96 Hilary Estanio is Born. 04/-/96 My innocense is taken. 06/23/03 My chastity is taken and i lose a aunt. 08/12/06 Uncle brutaly attacked & on His death bed. 02/12/2007 Twin Soul incarcerated. 01/13/09 Uncle deported. 02/03/09 Moms throws popz out. 02/07/09 me & mom fight. 02/07/09 mom attemps suicide. 02/07/09 mom attemps to move out. 02/09/09 mom tells me shes not my mom so dont call her dat.
02/09/09 awaiting death!!!!
02/09/09- i have no family left...unsure of my friends...lonley....damaged...sad...confused......

FuNNy ConVo WiiF Da BaBez GaRy

"GaRy" (6:35:21 PM): kern its alrite
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"GaRy" (6:35:25 PM): i feel ur pain
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:35:43 PM): hi gary baby
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:35:48 PM): and u do?
"GaRy" (6:39:01 PM): yesss
"GaRy" (6:39:18 PM): immagration caught sum of ma loved 1's 2
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:39:50 PM): wut??????????
"GaRy" (6:40:42 PM): its ok
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:40:54 PM): lol
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:40:57 PM): wut?????????????????
"GaRy" (6:41:24 PM): ur boifriend gettn deported
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:41:43 PM): NO GARY NO HES NOT HE IS VISITN HIZ POPZ N SISTA
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:41:47 PM): LMAO0O
"GaRy" (6:42:10 PM): yes sum times i lie 2 maself too
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:42:32 PM): OMG LMAO0O
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:42:35 PM): GARY
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:42:39 PM): !!!!!!!!!!!!!
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:42:46 PM): HE IZ VISITN
"GaRy" (6:44:32 PM): be strong babes
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:45:33 PM): LMAO0O
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:45:43 PM): I LOVE U WIFF ALL MY HEART GARY
"GaRy" (6:46:21 PM): i kno long distance relationships R hard
"GaRy" (6:46:31 PM): but if yall love eachother it will work
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:47:23 PM): omg i cant lie 2 u gary
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:47:28 PM): u see rite thru me
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:47:32 PM): ur rite
"GaRy" (6:47:39 PM): yes cuz we R friends
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:47:42 PM): dey deproted him
"GaRy" (6:47:46 PM): dats wat friends R 4
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:48:02 PM): n i dont kno if its gonna last dem spainish grils are freaksz
"GaRy" (6:48:14 PM): yes dey sure is
"GaRy" (6:48:22 PM): wid da big asses
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:48:25 PM): thank u for beingdere
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:48:35 PM): buh answer dis for me WHAT AM I GONNA GDO IM FALLN APART
"GaRy" (6:48:39 PM): N huge breast... but we can get thro dis
"GaRy" (6:48:55 PM): u'll just hafta move on
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:49:13 PM): just like dat....move on???
"GaRy" (6:49:24 PM): buy a 2dollar fone card.. call him and say
"GaRy" (6:49:32 PM): dis love has taken its toll on me
"GaRy" (6:49:41 PM): u sed goodbye 2many times b4
"GaRy" (6:49:49 PM): ma heart cant take anymore of dis
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:49:50 PM): MAROON5 STYLE!!!!!!
"GaRy" (6:49:55 PM): lol
"GaRy" (6:49:58 PM): yess
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:50:01 PM): lmao0o
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:50:20 PM): inmm dead ass laffn out loud
"GaRy" (6:50:36 PM): lafta is good 4 da heart
"GaRy" (6:50:44 PM): and afta dis u need all u can get
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:53:50 PM): lol
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:53:52 PM): omg
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:53:59 PM): gary u always know what 2 say
"GaRy" (6:54:04 PM): i try
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:54:36 PM): thank u love
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:54:56 PM): ughhh now i gotta troop 22 da store
"GaRy" (6:55:03 PM): lol
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:55:03 PM): b buy da dreadfull 2dollar card
"GaRy" (6:55:16 PM): yess dats all he get
"GaRy" (6:55:24 PM): not 5dollar R 10
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:55:45 PM): lmao0o
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:56:06 PM): yea i learned my lesson neva buy more den a 2 dollar fone card no boy is worth it
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:56:22 PM): buh 4 a while i did think he was worth a 10 but u have showed me da light
"GaRy" (6:56:40 PM): yes
"GaRy" (6:56:53 PM): i asked sean paul 2 just give me da light
"GaRy" (6:57:07 PM): and he did
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:58:00 PM): LMAO0O
"GaRy" (6:58:56 PM): but seriously
"GaRy" (6:58:59 PM): be strong
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:59:01 PM): i will
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:59:05 PM): n i read ur away message
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:59:06 PM): lol
"GaRy" (6:59:31 PM): i thought u been peep it from wen i 1st hit u up
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (6:59:58 PM): nah i hadnt
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (7:00:14 PM): aveena boutght it 2 my attention in da middle of our convo
"GaRy" (7:02:54 PM): ooh
"GaRy" (7:03:08 PM): stool pidgeon
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (7:06:42 PM): lmao0o
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (7:06:46 PM): u sent it 2 veena already
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (7:06:48 PM): damn gary
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (7:06:49 PM): lol
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (7:06:59 PM): if dis want so long i wud but in my away
HeveanlyKrazy1O5 (7:07:05 PM): im jsut gonna put it in my blog

Their Happy Family

Their happy family...
Feeling like my family isnt my family. Like im trying too hard 2 be part of something im not a part of. We all share the same last name .: ESTANIO. But i guess it's nothing more then a title. A tax write off. A reason as to why i have 2 clean. SMHx2 Or maybe iim just tripn. But when a family member begins to feel like a stranger in there home or like a burden something anit rite.

STAND STILL

StanD StiLL.WhaT Stands StiLL? iS iT TiMe oR iS iT LiFe? iS iT MotheR NaTuRe. oR FaTHeR TiMe?VoiCesz TrY 2 ComForT Me. DonT GiVe Up HoPe You CaN Do iT! YouR AlMosT TheRe. BuT WhaT iiS HoPe. iS iT NoT HaVin FaitH iiN Da UnSeeN && 3xpecTn Da UnKnoWn. You CaN Do iT. WaT 3xCaTly iS iT? WaT 3xCaTly CaN ii Do? LeTz Be ReaLisTiC!! iM AlMoSt DeRe!! Am ii? WheRe iS HeRe WeN iM StanDn StiLL @ No WheRe? StanD StiLL. WhaT StanDz StiLL? iS iT TiMe oR iS iT LiFe? iS iT The ShorT HanD oR iS iT Da HanD DaT RoXz Da CraDle oF LiFe. FaCez Try 2 ComForT Me. LooK inTo Me Eyes && ReaLiZe DaT Ur R GoinG PlaCesz.BuT HoW Do ii Go WeN iiM @ Da ConeR oF StanD StiLL && NoStranD Ave WiFF No WheRe ElSe 2 Be. 3v3ry SteP FoWarD iS Da SaMe SteP TaKeN YesTerDaY. 3v3ry MoVeMenT MaDe iiS A MoMenT PasT. 3v3ry AccoMpliShMenT iS a PosT TiMe AcHiveMenT. 3v3ry MoV3 oN My CheSSe BoarD iiS ChecK MaT3. YuPP So iiM StanDn StiLL. StiLL NoT SuRe iiF TiMe iS SloWn DoWn oR iiF LiiFe iSnT MoVinG....iiM StanDn StiLL

KarMa Tlk

Yea So0o iiTz Ma Blog && iiF Ya DnT LiiKe WaT KarMa Hasz 2 SaY DeN Do Me a FaVoR HiiT DaT ReD BoX WiiF Da "X" iiN iiT && KeeP iiT PuShiN.

Disz oNe iiS DiRecTeD 2 Ma LaDyzx...
Da HuNNii SeD 2 Me "iiTz a NeW YeaR BuH DeN AgaiiN iiTz JuZ 364 MoRe DaYz oF Da SaMe BuLL ShyT"AniT He SpeaKn DaT WiSdoM. EVERY1 WaNNa Be FucKn GroWn.
StoP Da BuLL SHYT!! LeTz Be ReaL AbouT Disz!!
UR NOT A GROWN WOMEN iiF U CanT MoV3 oN FroM Ur JunioR HigH SchooL, && HigH SchooL CraP!StoP Da FasLe ClamiN && Be ReaL WiiT Urz.
A GroWn WoMeN WuDnT BuSSiiNeSS WiiF LiL GirL ThinGz LiiKe GoSSiip
(**Y3S W3 ALL DO DAT SHYT, BUH W3N ITS DA WAY U MAK3 UR DAY.....letz be dead ass...LAM3!!**)
A GroWn WoMeN KnoWz WeN && HoW 2 ChooSe HeR BaTTlez.
She KnoWz DaT FrienDz aRe DeaR && SuM ThinG U KeeP CloSe 2 Ur HearT
BuH She AlSo KnoWz WeN a FrienD iZ A Fo3 && WeN 2 LeT Go
A GroWn WoMeN VaLuEz Da PeoPle 4 Who DeY R & NoT WuT DeY CaN ProViDe
She aLLoWz HeR PreSenCe 2 Be KnoW WiT OuT HaVinG 2 PreSenT iiT
She GraCez Usz WiiF HeR KnoWlegDe && NoT HeR IgNoRenCe
A GroWn WoMeN KnoWz HoW 2 B CorDiaL && DATZ PERIOD POINT BLANK
Why DoeSe EverY1 ThinK HaVinG A JoB MaKez DeM A GroWn WoMeN
ii MaKe Ma OwN ii GoT Ma OwN ii aM A GroWn WoMeN
.....TRUTH IS HONEY IT MAKEZ U INDEPENDENT NOT GROWN.....
StoP WiFF ALL Da AcTn DeRe ArnT Any MoRe GraMMyz 2 HanD OuT!!

AT DA END OF DIZ KARMA TLK ALL IM SAYN IS DNT ACT GROWN BE GROWN && A GROWN WOMEN DOESNT NEED 2 ANNOUNCE HER GROWNESS

iiLuSioNz

LooKin OuTSiDe My WinDoW AwaiTin His ArriVaL Doe ii Kno He isnt Comin. HappineSs iS a FuNNy WorD BeacauSe iT Doesn't Turely ExsiT iTz a iiLusion. WheRe Do U RuN 2 WeN DeRe iS NoWheRe 2 HiDe? Who Do U LooK 2 WeN DeRe iS No1 2 TrusT? HoW CaN U ProDuce LoVe iF U Cant EmBraCe iT? LooK ArounD U Who iS Left? iTz JusT U Da WaLLs The Rain & Da Pain. WeN RaiN FaLLz iT FaLLz HarD WeN TeaRz FaLL DeY FaLL EvEn HarDer. WeN PaiN iS FelT TiMe StoPz. Da WorlD Ceasez 2 ExsiT. DeRe iS No HeaVeN DeRe iS No HeLL. DeRe iS No LighT OnLy DarKneSs. iT HaS BeeN SeD ThaT The PoinT oF LiFe iS 2 EnD. & iF So Why R We FiTeN To LiVe iF We R JuS LiVinG 2 Die. Ciculation iS The Basis oF LiFe. iT BeGinz DeN. iT EnDz. EacH DaY DaT PaSsez BrinGz Us CloSeR 2 Da DaY We See OuR EnD. Y MusT We FaCe TriaLz & TrubLaTioNz? Y MusT We CaRe? Y ShuD We ShoW aFFecTioN? Y ShuD We Show ComPaSSioN? LiFe Haz OnLy 1 PoinT & DaTz 2 EnD!

WaT iiF ??

iiT iiS SeD DaT Da WorST ParT oF LiiFe iiS HaViiN 2 MaKe HarD DeSiCioNz.

BuT iiN TruTh Da HarDeSt ParT oF LiiFe iiS DeaLn WiiF iiTz WaT iiFz!!

-KarMa